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I sincerely thank everyone for their well-wishes and concern :) I hope I did not scare you all away by my previous post. Here are my happenings these past few days ....

1 Mar 2008 (Saturday)

Boy was on crying spell since friday night. We wonder why. Thought he might be having nightmare and monitoring him. Due to lack of sleep, I felt rather unwell and thought of going to the doctor on sunday as after I took some medicines these few days, I was still not feeling better.

2 Mar 2008 (Sunday)

Boy's condition was not getting any better and hubby decided to bring him another review.

I was still feeling rather ok but weak and girl tagged along with me. While waiting for my turn, I felt something weird. I thought I was seeing stars and rested for a moment. I mentioned to the GP about it and he told me I was too weak and must have plenty of rest.

While making payment over at the counter, girl was beside me and I was holding the money, passing to the nurse and suddenly, I passed out. I could remember I was semi-conscious as I could hear people calling for help and do-not-know-who-helped carried me to the bed.



When I regained consciousness, I quickly looked for my girl and was glad that she was still beside me...holding my rubber band and tissue paper faithfully, which dropped off when I fainted.

The doctor helped to call my hubby who rushed over at the soonest. He told me I was too weak and must rest more.

Girl kept asking me why I fell down and I couldnt explain much to her. I asked if she was afraid when I fainted and she said she was not. My girl...mummy must have frightened you huh??

3rd Mar 2008 (Monday)

This month onwards is going to be a tough path for us as we are on our own, as MIL went to help her daughter. She had promised Karen long ago but delayed 2 weeks going over because of us. Thank you Mother.

I will looking after the children in the morning and working partime in the afternoon. I thought of taking MC today but my new replacement promised to report to work today. So I must go to work.

Then, she SMS me that she was not coming anymore !!!

How could she ???!!!

An irresponsible woman !!!

I have planned properly about the arrangement of my kids and my work ever since she promised she will come. AND SHE DID NOT.

And she had signed the appointment letter too !!

ANGRY !!!!



I asked hubby to take leave today as I thought from tomorrow onwards, I could be rest assured that office work will have someone taken care of and be with my children.

She made my whole world upside down !!

Since she was not coming, I took half day and went home as hubby told me he was having diarrhoea :(

Thought that we all could rest properly, boy started his madness crying spell again!! We were totally helpess as he seemed possessed or something. Anything he also did not want...and when he cried, he had no tears at all. Just screaming and shouting on top of his voice.

We let him cry until he stopped and fell asleep...after an hour. Yes, he cried for an hour, can you believe it??

4th Mar 2008 (Tuesday)

This was tough. I felt so tired. I had to work partime in the afternoon everyday.

In the morning, I had to rush girl to school which started at 8am. Then boy again, started his crying spell and drove me real crazy. It was drizzy and I had to carry him and their stuffs, and guided girl as she walked beside me to mum's place.

I dropped boy at mum's and brought girl to school. I went home to do some chores before going over mum's again at 945am as my niece was going to school.

Patted boy to sleep and after an hour, he woke up, started again. My mum saw it with her own eyes and couldnt believe what she was seeing. At first when I told her, she thought it was nothing. Now she could understand what I mean.

*pull hair*

Waited for my girl and niece to return from school. I stayed to help around until they had taken their bath and started to have their lunch, and then I left for work, leaving my mum with the children, all by herself.

Must be tough on her. Sorry mum.

Hubby was having a meeting and would reach home late. I brought the children back myself and wanted to bath for them. Then he again!!! Started to cry without any reason!!

I tried means and ways to coax him and got quite abit worked up. Then my girl came to me, pat on my shoulder and remind me, "Mummy, don't fall down ok??"

Oh, she was reminding me of the fainting incident! So sweet of her!

*tired*

5th Mar 2008 (Wednesday)

The routine was the same as yesterday. Same as in everything including the crying thingy. I hope this saturday could come soon as I am going to pray .... I really do not know what's happening to me and my family ...

Hubby was on half day MC as he had stomach flu. Sigh ...

I am hanging on for the longest period I could...I hope I could find replacement soon.

I am feeling much better after these few days of medication but having running nose.

Still hanging on .....